Well Mum here we are our second Christmas without you. Is it easier than last year - afraid not. It will never be easy without you Mum. I miss our trips to the shops even when we took the wheel chair and you didnt really want to be in it but at least it was a way of getting your around- but then we had our cup of coffee in M&S and a "wee bun" and sure all was well with the world - and we went back and bought that "wee top" that you really didnt need but really wanted to have and exited via the shoe departmetn where I would have also bought shoes that I didnt really need but really needed to have. And we both went home satisfied in the knowledge that we were together and we did what we wanted. But thats gone now and I have to visit those shops alone in body but you with me spirit egging me on to buy what I really dont need but really really want. Love you Mum, miss you Mum and I know you are looking over me, all of us in fact both you and Daddy.............. thats what I have to keep me goingxx